Srinagar, Indian-administered Kashmir — On Saturday morning at Fateh Kadal, a densely packed neighbourhood on the sloping embankment of the Jhelum river in Srinagar, Indian-administered Kashmir’s largest metropolis, 62-year-old Hajira wrapped a cotton scarf with a brown paisley design round her shoulders.
Together with her face muscle tissues tense and sweat beading throughout her higher lip, she sat on the cement ground of a government-run grains retailer.
“Are you able to make it fast?” she known as to the particular person manning the shop.
Hajira involves the shop each month to submit her biometric particulars, as required by the federal government to safe the discharge of her month-to-month quota of subsidised grains, which her household of 4 depends upon.
However this time was different. The previous few days have been unprecedented for residents of Indian-administered Kashmir. Drones hovered overhead, airports have been shut down, explosions rang out, individuals have been killed in cross-border fireplace and the area ready for the opportunity of an all-out conflict.
“He made me stand within the queue,” she stated, flinching from knee ache, referring to the shop operator. “However there’s uncertainty round. I simply need my share of rice so I can rapidly return. A conflict is coming.”
Then, on Saturday night, Hajira breathed a sigh of reduction. United States President Donald Trump introduced that he had succeeded in mediating a ceasefire between India and Pakistan.
“I thank Allah for this,” Hajira stated, smiling sheepishly. “Maybe he understood that I didn’t have the means to endure the monetary hardship {that a} war-like state of affairs would have triggered.”
On Sunday morning, Trump went a step additional, saying in a put up on his Fact Social platform that will attempt to work with India and Pakistan to resolve their longstanding dispute over Kashmir, a area each nations partly management, however the place they every declare the half the opposite administers.
Political analyst Zafar Choudhary, primarily based within the metropolis of Jammu in southern Indian-administered Kashmir, instructed Al Jazeera that New Delhi wouldn’t be comfortable about Trump’s assertion. India has lengthy argued that Pakistan-sponsored “terrorism” is the first motive for tensions between the nuclear-armed neighbours.
Nevertheless, “Trump’s supply underlines the truth that Kashmir stays central to India-Pakistan confrontations”, Choudhary stated.
And for Kashmiris, the hope stemming from the delicate pause in preventing between India and Pakistan, and Trump’s supply to mediate talks on Kashmir, is tempered by scepticism borne from a decades-long, determined watch for peace.
‘By no means been extra frightened’
A whole lot of hundreds of Kashmiris stood within the direct line of fireplace between India and Pakistan in latest days.
Because the neighbouring nations launched missiles and drones at one another, communities in Indian-administered Kashmir close to the de-facto border with Pakistan additionally witnessed cross-border shelling on a scale unseen in a long time, triggering an exodus of individuals in direction of safer places.
The shadow of conflict has stalked their lives for practically 4 a long time, since an armed rebel first erupted towards the Indian authorities within the late Nineteen Eighties. Then, in 2019, the federal government scrapped Indian-administered Kashmir’s semi-autonomous standing amid an enormous safety crackdown – hundreds of individuals have been imprisoned.
On April 22, a brutal attack by gunmen on vacationers at Pahalgam left 26 civilians useless, shattering the normalcy critics had accused India of projecting within the disputed area.
Since then, along with a diplomatic tit-for-tat and missile exchanges with Pakistan, the Indian authorities has intensified its crackdown on Indian-administered Kashmir.
It has demolished the houses of rebels accused of hyperlinks to the Pahalgam assault, raided different houses throughout the area and detained roughly 2,800 individuals, 90 of whom have been booked beneath the Public Security Act, a draconian preventive detention legislation. The police additionally summoned many journalists and detained at the very least one for “selling secessionist ideology”.
By Sunday, whereas a way of jubilation swept via the area over the ceasefire, many individuals have been nonetheless cautious, uncertain even, about whether or not the truce brokered by Trump would maintain.
Simply hours after each nations declared a cessation of hostilities, loud explosions rang out in main city centres throughout Indian-administered Kashmir as a swarm of kamikaze drones from Pakistan raced throughout the airspace.
Many residents raced to the terraces of their residences and houses to seize movies of the drones being introduced down by India’s defence methods, a path of vibrant purple dots arcing throughout the night time sky earlier than exploding in midair.
As a part of the emergency protocols, the authorities turned off the electrical energy provide. Fearing that the particles from drones would fall on them, residents ran for security. The surge of drones via the night time skies additionally touched off sirens, triggering a way of dread.
“I don’t assume I’ve ever been extra frightened earlier than,” stated Hasnain Shabir, a 24-year-old enterprise graduate from Srinagar. “The streets have been robbed of all their life. If the prelude to conflict seems like this, I don’t know what conflict will appear like.”

A fragile ceasefire
Hours after the ceasefire was introduced on Saturday, India accused Pakistan of violating the truce by shelling border areas. Residents throughout main cities in Kashmir have been on their toes, as soon as once more, after drones reappeared within the skies.
One of many worst-affected locations in Kashmir today is Uri, a picturesque city of pear orchards and walnut groves near India’s contested border with Pakistan.
The village is surrounded by majestic mountains via which the Jhelum river flows. It’s the remaining frontier on the Indian-administered aspect earlier than the hills pave the best way to Pakistan-administered Kashmir.
Components of Uri noticed intense shelling, forcing the residents to depart their houses and search for security. On Might 8, officers instructed Al Jazeera {that a} girl, Nargis Bashir, was killed in her automotive as she and her household tried to flee the border area, like hundreds of others, after flying shrapnel tore via the automobile. Three of her members of the family have been wounded.
Muhammad Naseer Khan, 60, a former military serviceman, was huddling in his room when Pakistani artillery fireplace hit a close-by navy put up, with steel shrapnel shards blasting via the partitions of his home. “The blast has broken one aspect of my residence,” Khan stated, carrying a conventional blue shirt and a tweed coat.
“I don’t know if this place is even habitable,” he stated, his vibrant blue eyes betraying a way of worry.
Regardless of the ceasefire, his two daughters and plenty of others in his household who had left for a relative’s home, away from the disputed border, are sceptical about returning. “My kids are refusing to return. They haven’t any assure that weapons gained’t roar once more,” he stated.
Suleman Sheikh, a 28-year-old resident in Uri, recalled his childhood years when his grandfather would speak in regards to the Bofors artillery gun stationed inside a navy garrison within the close by village of Mohra.
“He instructed us that the final time this gun had roared was in 1999, when India and Pakistan clashed on the icy peaks of Kargil. It’s a standard perception right here that if this gun roared once more, issues are going to get too dangerous,” he stated.
That’s what occurred at 2am on Might 8. Because the Bofors gun in Mohra ready to fireside ammunition throughout the mountains into Pakistan, Sheikh felt the bottom shaking beneath him. An hour and a half later, a shell fired from the opposite aspect hit an Indian paramilitary set up close by, making an extended hissing noise earlier than putting with a thud.
Hours after Sheikh spoke to Al Jazeera for this report, one other shell landed on his residence. The rooms and the portico of his home collapsed, in line with a video he shared with Al Jazeera.
He had refused to depart his residence regardless of his household’s pleas to hitch them. “I used to be right here to guard our livestock,” Sheikh stated. “I didn’t need to go away them alone.”
Not like the remainder of the Kashmir Valley, the place apple cultivation brings tens of millions of {dollars} in revenue for the area, Uri is comparatively poor. Villagers principally work odd jobs for the Indian Military, which maintains massive garrisons there, or farm walnuts and pears. Livestock rearing has became a preferred vocation for a lot of within the city.
“We’ve got seen the firsthand expertise of what conflict looks like. It’s good that the ceasefire has taken place. However I don’t know if it’ll maintain or not,” Sheikh stated, his face downcast. “I pray that it does.”

‘How lengthy should this proceed?’
Again in Srinagar, residents are slowly returning to the rhythm of their every day lives. Colleges and schools proceed to stay closed, and individuals are avoiding pointless journey.
The scenes of racing drone fleets within the skies and the accompanying blasts are seared into public reminiscence. “Solely within the night will we come to know whether or not this ceasefire has held on,” stated Muskaan Wani, a scholar of drugs at Authorities Medical Faculty, Srinagar, stated on Sunday.
It did, overnight, however the rigidity over whether or not it’ll final stays.
Political consultants attribute the final scepticism in regards to the ceasefire to the unresolved political points within the area – a degree that was echoed in Trump’s assertion on Sunday, through which he referred to a potential “answer regarding Kashmir”.
“The issue to start with is the political alienation [of Kashmiris],” stated Noor Ahmad Baba, a former professor and head of the political science division on the College of Kashmir.
“Folks in Kashmir really feel humiliated for what has occurred to them in the previous few years, and there haven’t been any vital efforts to win them over. When there’s humiliation, there’s suspicion.”
Others in Indian-administered Kashmir expressed their anger at each nations for ruining their lives.
“I doubt that our emotions as Kashmiris even matter,” stated Furqan, a software program engineer in Srinagar who solely gave his first title. “Two nuclear powers fought, triggered harm and casualties on the borders, gave their respective nations a spectacle to observe, their targets have been achieved, after which they stopped the conflict.
“However the query is, who suffered essentially the most? It’s us. For the world, we’re nothing however collateral harm.”
Furqan stated his buddies have been sceptical in regards to the ceasefire when the 2 nations resumed shelling on the night of Might 10.
“All of us already have been like, ‘It’s not gonna final,’” he stated, “After which we heard the explosions once more.”
Muneeb Mehraj, a 26-year-old resident of Srinagar who research administration within the northern Indian state of Punjab, echoed Furqan.
“For others, the conflict could also be over. A ceasefire has been declared. However as soon as once more, it’s Kashmiris who’ve paid the value – lives misplaced, houses destroyed, peace shattered,” he stated. “How lengthy should this cycle proceed?”
“We’re exhausted,” Mehraj continued. “We don’t need one other non permanent pause. We wish an enduring, everlasting answer.”