These recollections had been my response as a Catholic, as a believer and as an immigrant who made Leo’s journey, although in the wrong way. I used to be born in Lima and have spent most of my life in the US; Leo was born in Chicago and spent a lot of his life working in Peru. I’m a Peruvian who embraced America, and the pope is an American who embraced Peru. It’s a coincidence, nothing extra, however seeing the pope on that balcony felt like an odd and surprising validation for my straddling, my selections, my religion.
John Paul II, the pope of my youth, is my default picture for the papacy; not Benedict, not even Francis may displace him. As a child, I noticed John Paul as half pope and half motion hero, preventing Communism at some point and forgiving his would-be murderer one other. It was a degree of delight in our household that my great-uncle Alcides Mendoza, who was the youngest bishop on the Second Vatican Council and later grew to become archbishop of Cuzco, helped present John Paul round when he visited Peru. This solely cemented the Polish pope’s place in my Vatican cinematic universe.
However there’s something distinctive in how I regard Leo, even in these earliest moments. He didn’t simply go to Peru; he lived it and have become it, “by selection and by coronary heart,” as Dina Boluarte, Peru’s president, stated in a celebratory video. Realizing now that we overlapped there briefly, I think about him strolling our streets, talking not simply Spanish however my form of Spanish, sharing our joys and our worries, even consuming our meals. (Already, my mom has forwarded me a hilarious faux picture of Leo, in papal whites, digging into an enormous bowl of ceviche with a bottle of Inca Kola in hand.)
All kinds of individuals — an ex-girlfriend, outdated classmates, a colleague touring in Kenya — have reached out to ask the way it feels to have a pope who’s each American and Peruvian. All I can say is that it’s a weird type of kinship with an individual I’ll most likely by no means meet.
Throughout his first public remarks because the vicar of Christ on Thursday night, trying onto St. Peter’s Sq., Leo briefly stopped talking in Italian and switched to Spanish. In that second, his demeanor appeared to vary, his solemnity damaged by a smile, as if indulging in his personal recollections, anticipating the affect of his phrases on a specific group and nation.